I'm 30!

While this was a wonderful weekend, it was still overshadowed by the fact that I turned 30. I honestly can't believe that my 20's are gone. It seems like it went by so quickly. Just yesterday I was graduating from high school, then college, then having Matthew. Now all of the sudden, he's in kindergarten and I'm 30!! All of the sudden, 40 is young! I remember crying when my parents turned 40 because I was sure they were going to die soon. I remember being 19 thinking that all of the 30 year olds were so out of it and in no way cool. Now, that's me! I don't think anyone has ever accused me of being cool, so I guess nothing's changed there. But, does this mean I am really an adult now? Sometimes, I feel like I am still a kid playing an adult and pretty soon someone is going to figure out that I really have no idea what I'm doing. Now that I'm 30, I guess I have to try harder to fake being an adult. This should be fun.